Serving in the church
A couple of years ago I came to the conclusion that in the church you could avoid burnout by serving to the utmost. That was what was happening as I served in the Young Men's Presidency. I had so much energy that I just threw myself at doing everything possible to have an effect on those young men. It seemed to work. They progressed-gained testimonies, went on missions, went to college. It was awesome to see the effect of the Atonement in their lives.
It almost seems like the plot is secondary to what he wants to get across. It doesn't come off as didactic, which is nice. Sometimes it seems to be a window into a world teeming with potential and opportunity, but the main characters are fated for disappointment and sadness. Fate doesn't allow for most people to be happy, he seems to be saying. It's so opposite what I actually feel about life that I don't understand why I read it, let alone enjoy it. I enjoy his sentences how they are what needs to be written. Nothing more. Nothing less. Sometimes they flow on for a couple of lines as a character reminisces about the flashes of happiness and the breathtaking lightning seen across the border seering in the darkness, iluminating a wild untamed land where the young go to become men. . . That whole idea of growing up. McCarthy takes it in a new direction. I partially agree with him, but I still don't like the idea.
And life continues.
Well everything is going well. I'm teaching summer school, my car broke down, and I might purchase a house by the end of the year. I've had some chances to go clean up the hurricane mess and that has been a source of great joy. Of course my biggest joys come from my three women in my life. Emma and Katherine are doing well. They are starting to interact with one another. Heather is an incredible rock of a person. Helps to keep me in line and not getting seriously stressed out from my callings.